cressona mall

feelin': sublime (just a bit below lime, that is)

now playin': splender: london (good song for feeling sublime)

tonight was a fun night.  it's really nice to get together with high school friends and just chat it up all night.  the thing is, they weren't really my really good friends in high school.  i mean we shared common experiences, but i would never like talk talk to them.  you know, real talk.  part of the reason is because throughout middle school (and i think, in the back of my mind throughout high school) i had a HUGE crush on one of them.  the personnel was michael bonner, gen, and brian.  i mean of course i've known brian since 5th grade, but the other two i only really started getting to know near the end of high school.  in gen's case, it's cause shannon would never let me.   of course we went to dunkin donuts, then came back here originally intent on swimming.  well a few minutes outside at midnight and a little toe-dip in the water changed our minds quickly.  damn, and i almost got to see gen in a bathing suit.   not like i really would have been able to see her anyway since it was DARK.

anyhow, gen and michael are really fun people.  i wish i could hang out with them more.  but of course we're all very busy.  i've been with brian just about every single day this past two weeks and we still haven't run out of stuff to talk about.  mostly because brian can't stop philosophizing about stuff.  i, of course, indulge him and we both begin deconstructing society in our own words.  it's really quite fun.

my house makes all kinds of weird noises. all the time there's either water running or heat creaking or whatever.  it's weird sitting down here in my basement hideaway listening to every little noise.  also, i know i'm screwed if i hear the hear the creak of the upstairs steps, (they're about 15 feet away).  that means mom is up and chances are it's very late and she's not happy about it.  i really have to get out of this 4am-12pm sleep schedule if i want to keep either of my jobs this summer.

but yes, tomorrow i go back to baltimore.  however, i'll be back friday to MOVE ALL MY SHIT since we couldn't get a u-haul this week.  as brian said, i'll be living spartan this week, then all the stuff will flow in next weekend.  which is going to be a very hectic weekend, since i have a recording session from 11 til ?  and i have to move in AND i might do the show.  i haven't decided about that yet, but apparently they REALLY need the help.  ok i think i hear the stairs creaking, so i must hie hence.

by the way, this was written sunday june 2 at 3:05 am in notepad, since i can't access my xanga site.  grrrr.

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